Introductory

My whole life I have been called the wrong name to the point where its normal to me. My real name is Ambrielle with an accent over the E, like Beyoncé however, everyone calls me Ambrielle making the name sound basic. And to say the least, I'm not basic. that kind of sounded conceited and I'm far from that as well. I'm actually a very nice person who cares about others. I have a lot of love for people, but I also have a lot of love for myself which is sometimes very hard to balance at times. Sometimes I wish I wasn't the way I was because in a way it’s like I'm being ran over at times.

Other than being super kind, I'm super inclusive. I feel the need to always have people around or involved in something I am doing. I believe I am like this because of being an only child who never has cousins or family around when I'm home. The feeling of having friends around and involved in each other's lives brings me so much joy. Away from being inclusive, I can be a a little exclusive at times which can be surprising to the people I hang around sometimes. I guess they expect an open book every time, but I feel like that always a misconception with people who are very open with themselves. by the way I only have like 5 friends. 

Internally, I’m an extreme over thinker. I literally over think and plan everything out more than I should, and I hate it. I believe it is because I love security and reassurance but at the same time, I love when things are not planned so that can just go with the flow. Experiences feels better when things are not planned but because of my strange addiction to overthinking and planning, I tend to want things to go the way it was planned in my head more than often. overall, I'm an average American teenager trying to make the best out of life with issues that many other teenagers can relate to.